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jiru
17 October 2015 @ 03:00 am
I'm doing my absolute best not to hate my family right now. Mom and dad was trying to convince me to get rid of/kill my cat Boog - all because he's scared. He's constantly terrified of everything these days, especially my sister and her kids. But thats absolutely no excuse to put an animal down, or to take him to the pound. So what happens when I leave for work?? They threw my declawed, strictly indoor cat outside. Now I can't find him anywhere. They may as well have killed my cat. And I have never felt this much hate towards them than I do now. It makes me wonder if I even want to go to Missouri with them anymore...
 
 
Current Mood: crushedcrushed
 
 
jiru
26 September 2015 @ 04:58 am
Well, it happened. He was approved for the loan, put in an offer, and bought a house in Missouri. We won't be moving immediately, as previously thought, but he already contacted a contractor to do some renovations to our new house. Can't believe it. I'm glad that we get to move closer to extended family, but bummed that we're gonna leave the people and places we know and love here... And to make matters worse, my sister decided to stay here with the abusive piece of shit that made us want to move away in the first place. I'm going to miss Natalie and Emily a lot... I just hope that Carrie keeps them safe when he turns on them again. Its not a matter of if at this point - I already know that he'll do it again, especially since we're going to be leaving sometime soon. (Sorry, Carrie, but if he hasn't changed in the last 3+ years, he never will.) I also learned that our new house has 22 acres with a small 2-3 acre lake on it. I know where I'll be during the summer months~!
 
 
Current Mood: shockedshocked
 
 
jiru
17 May 2015 @ 02:42 am
Just found out that dad plans to move us all to Missouri, possibly this year. He already put in an application for a V.A. loan to buy a piece of property that he found that he likes. This is all going too quickly for me... One minute, we were all happy, then there was a big fight and BOOM! he's talking about uprooting everybody to get away from here and all of its problems. He'll find out tomorrow if he qualifies for that loan. Now I need to see if I need to quit my job soon, or if I can put in for a transfer to another store.
 
 
Current Mood: confusedconfused
 
 
jiru
23 June 2013 @ 04:22 pm
Hmmm  
Have a lot going on in my mind right now; what, with working all the time and partially raising my neice (who is turning out more and more like me~! Muahahaha!!!) I'm still deciding as to what I want to do with myself on a long-term scale... Kinda feel like I'm stuck in a rutt - and it suuuuucks~! Nowhere to escape to, and all that junk. Bleh!

Plus, I found out that we have contractors coming in to work in our house soon (don't know the date just yet) and my room is one of the rooms thats gonna get worked on - which means I don't have a bedroom for however long it'll take them to yank down the ceiling/drywall and put it back up again.... So I'll be out of a bed/closet/personal space until they're completely finished. Which makes me wonder where am I going to put all of my bedroom/livingroom furniture at?? And where am I going to sleep at for that matter?? o.O

....My back hurts just thinking about moving all of that furniture in and out of the house.... -_-
 
 
jiru
22 October 2012 @ 11:06 am
Today marks my first month of having a job... Here's to hoping that it goes by quick lol!
 
 
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jiru
04 October 2012 @ 11:48 pm
As of tomorrow, I'll be moved to the front end at the registers to learn how it works over there... God have mercy on my soul~!

On a brighter note, I get paid in a week. Haha! 
 
 
Current Mood: sleepysleepy
 
 
jiru
26 September 2012 @ 07:34 am
Guess I better get ready for orientation. Damn, this sucks~! Barely got any sleep; and what little sleep I got, was constantly interrupted by dad playing loud music on the computer until after 3am... >_< So, I only got about 3 1/2 hours of sleep. Look out Walmart, I'll be there in less than an hour!
 
 
Current Mood: anxiousanxious
 
 
jiru
19 September 2012 @ 04:49 pm
Wow... Scored yet another job interview for tomorrow afternoon. Must be my lucky month or something! lmao!
 
 
Current Mood: optimisticoptimistic
 
 
jiru
30 August 2012 @ 09:28 pm
Had a job interview today~! Hope I can get this one!!
 
 
Current Mood: hopefulhopeful
 
 
jiru
14 March 2012 @ 01:27 pm
Wow, been a while since I last updated on here! Well, I got hammered on New Years; Joined a gym February 1st (and lost 20 pounds so far~!); Almost had a job - and then lost it to someone with more experience; Finally got to mow the yard last week after a crappy mowing season last year; And the weather is rather warm for late winter/early spring (was 84 degrees yesterday!). Phew!! As of now, I'm putting more apps out for places that I personally know people are going to be quitting soon for multiple reasons, therefore increasing my chances of getting a position over there. Hopefully this will be the year that I can finally make it! Also, I've been invited out by an old friend of mine to go to the Midevil Fair with her in about 2 weeks from now. Hoping that I can make it! I haven't seen her since high school! Hope that the weather holds out by then - don't need it to storm on us lol! Been getting a lot of those here lately, so we're looking at 'a high tornado threat' this season. But I'll live! *Crosses fingers!*

Guess I need to get off of here - gonna see if any of my other friends that are here in town want to meet up at the Fair with us. Hopefully we can get a decent crowd going so we can storm the place! Haha!
 
 
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Current Music: avenged sevenfold